Unleash The Power of Your Mind

Reading the above title you’ll be forgiven to think that these are the words of madman.

Well, you’re absolutely right. My sanity is stepping beyond familiar thresholds to new frontiers, yet I’m sane and grounded enough to still get up in the morning and travel to an office job where I spend the next eight hours among nice but ignorant people who I have nothing in common with, talking crap on the phone with the wonderful British public … and the moments when I’m not agonizing in the absolute monotony, I occasionally receive abuse from irate callers (which is never a wise thing as I know where they live …) wait a minute … did I just say I’m sane and grounded enough to get up in the mornings to go to this job? Forget that, I am crazy after all, bonkers, completely nuts.

Due to the work I have been doing with my subconscious, I feel at times that I am in a horror movie. One’s own inner darkness is the scariest thing of all. I would rather be out in a dark forest in the company of Jason Vorhees from the Friday The Thirteenth movies than really have a good look at myself.

Remember, I am not speaking from the perspective of a Master; I am not some wise teacher or guru. I am simply, for want of a better term, a seeker. And also (though I say so myself) a warrior … or at least a potential warrior. And like any warrior worth his salt who has mastered his dark side, I’d like to think that I wouldn’t flee from Jason in the forest in terror, but rather just stand there and laugh at him. If he comes at me with a chainsaw, I’ll go after him wielding a rubber chicken. If he advances menacingly toward me with murderous intent, I’ll just pull down my pants and bare my ass at him in defiance. I’ll just sit against a tree and roll a joint. I may even let our friend Jason have a puff if he’s up for it. I’ll get him so stoned, that he’ll feel too sluggish to get up and come after me. Maybe the weed will make him babble aimlessly, or he might have the sense to realize that if he just sits and talks about his issues to someone, he might not want to go r! ound chasing after me, or highly-sexed American teenagers, with his buzz saw.

This realization I’ve had of late, yet it is not new, as I’ve been on this journey for a long time now. I am in the process of coming out of a coma which has lasted a few years. This is partly the result of detaching from a teacher who I had been working with. The time came when some instinct in me urged me toward independence. However, due to the high energy I had previously generated, I crashed and burned upon leaving the sphere of influence. What the Toltec sorcerers call the Foreign Installation was set back into place, reinforced by unconscious negative tendencies. The Foreign Installation is a state of possession by negative entities and forces which turn us from high awareness beings into nothing better than cattle. Mundane patterns of living, outworn associations and unsupportive beliefs are all aspects of the foreign installation at work. However, we won’t dwell so much on these negative entities, as it is a futile exercise for us warriors, and unhealthy focu! s or fascination with them only strengthens their power. I’ve known people who made it a living to study these entities, and they were absolute geeks. Plus, they had no cultivation of warrior spirit, so they’re probably dead by now.

I could spend all day bitching, moaning and blaming these influences like some cry-baby, or I could acknowledge myself as a warrior and focus on my own responsibilities. The Foreign Installation has created around me, based on my unconscious thoughts, beliefs and attitudes, a kind of dead zone which consumed me in a very sheltered and mundane pattern of living that I had not experienced before. This was the consequence of a lost battle, a bid for power with an outcome I did not expect. As of late. I am waging war again, but this time with some knowledge of where I went wrong. I attempted to run high energy and become some hyper-enlightened psychic superman without first resolving the issues of the subconscious mind. As a result, I fell on my ass and become increasingly despondent thereafter.

In the past, I used to frequently consult psychic healers and fortune tellers, devoured self help books, attended workshop and seminars. One particular workshop was this supposed “Transformational Weekend” run by some idiot in guru’s clothing who charged a small fortune. I was left disappointed and frustrated at the end of this weekend, as I didn’t feel the power and blessings of the Archangels inside me. None of my issues were resolved as promised. Looking back on it I now, I realise how much a pile of crap that whole thing was. I just wish I had the balls at that time to demand my money back.

I have gotten wiser since then. I am done with healers, gurus and teachers. I am done with patronising self-help books whose authors probably have no idea on the realities of human nature. I have since learned that in more primitive ancient times, we were connected to nature such a way that there was no outside authority influencing us. Nature provided our subconscious directives for living. Since the advent of civilization and religion, the connected and intuitive part of us became more and more vacant, and so as we sought to fill the void, we invented divinities, jealous patriarchal gods, authorities give us the direction that we lost. In the process, some of us have lost the natural powers that manifest happy and fulfilling lives due to this burden that has been carried through countless generations, this legacy that has allowed outer authorities and entities to govern our powerful subconscious minds … the Foreign Installation. We have been severely undermined, and ! have lost a power that children possess for only the first several years of their lives.

So, as I mentioned before, it begins with reprogramming the subconscious. And that is why I endorse and recommend subliminal and hypnotic audio products, as they are the best source of help and personal empowerment I have discovered thus far. It is only recently that I started to properly use the internet, and although in ways the it can be unhealthy, addictive and time-consuming, the internet has many benefits. I have come across sites selling amazing subliminal products to re-script your subconscious mind for your own empowerment. I have communicated to like minded people in forums, who I could relate to more than people who I met in New Age seminars. I have the facility to communicate with you in this blog diary. Through use of the internet, I have encountered a fellow warrior by the name of George Papazoglou http://self-power.com http:! //cosmicmaster.com, with whom there has been a mutual exchange of wisdom. He is one of a very small number of warriors I have known in my lifetime, and I continue seek out only fellow warriors and comrades, having dispensed of New Age gurus and teachers. Life itself has much more to teach me, and I will continue to share wisdom with fellow brothers (and sisters), as I’m sure many of you will share with me.

I mention battles and wars, and not everyone will agree with such images and its connotations. However, I would say that the image of a battle is fitting, as life to me is a battle against the effects of the Foreign Installation. But I’ll not take this battle too seriously, for despite what one may go through and endure, the warrior laughs into eternity. I will learn to love, embrace and laugh at what I see during the necessary process of ruthless self-inquiry. Like with Jason in the woods, I will turn the whole thing into a celebration. Battle is inevitable, in a way necessary, but being immersed in the seriousness of it all keeps the Foreign Installation firmly in place. If I meet anyone who can fight the good fight and laugh about it at the same time, I can take my hat off to them and call them a warrior.

To be continued ….

Muhammed Khan